The last week has been a little rough. Emotions have been flying off the wall crazy and I felt I was getting deeper and deeper into the funk. Sometimes we wonder "Lord, why do i have to go through rough times? Why cant everyday be easy and better than the last?" Well that's where i was, and when I started to pray before I went to sleep last night I heard this voice say "With out trials, you will not learn, become stronger or realize the true meaning of Faith." Although we are told that day in and day out, we still wonder why! Why me?? All morning i have been pondering on that voice i heard last night. We wouldn't grow in our Faith if we had nothing to have faith for! We wouldn't learn if we didn't have hard times! We would really be weaker than you could imagine with out rough trials because we wouldn't have to learn to deal with our situations and keep going if we didn't have them! Of course... we still wish we didn't have to go through them, and when they come around we still think "why me?" but that's because we are HUMAN. The best part of learning and sticking it out is the reward of knowing, no matter what we are not alone because we have a BIG GOD, we are much stronger after, and our faith developes more and more each time. The Lord always knows exactly what we need when we are dealing with our trials. Today i received a letter from my Elder, and in that letter i was told countless of times, "you'll get through this, you'll be OK, be strong in the Lord he is your best friend." Then i received about 5 Cd's of the greatest christian songs ever! That's exactly what i needed! Yes i give credit to my wonderful missionary, but mostly to the Lord, because he knew that's exactly what my heart needed to hear, and have to keep me positive and sticking it out! I needed them more today than i have in the last few months!
I'm so thankful for all the blessings in my life.
Y.F.E.
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